Om Jambhala Jalendraya Svaha”

Om Jambhala Jalendraya Svaha” http://www.btrts.org.sg/temple-first-dzambhala

foegteful angry . Hopless .

I am frustaed . I work late till 1 am . And I coudlnt sleep now I had pop 1 sleepings and 2sleeping tablets. The doctor coulfnt help me . I feel ery discouraged in my job . I feel my blogger had nothing butnegative why am i doing allthese . Sometimes I thought of using the CERTIS GUARDMAN GUN AND stop through my heart , why ....i lost myself to the monster again.

Anxiety And depression

http://www.lamayeshe.com/advice/anxiety-and-panic-disorder

Vajrayogini Mantra Visualizations

Vajrayogini Mantra Visualizations http://vajrayogini.com/practice/visualization/mantra-visualizations.html

The Sound recording of Golden Sutra

https://fpmt.app.box.com/s/m04ipd15af4v7hv50ove

Golden Sutra

http://cdn.fpmt.org/wp-content/uploads/teachers/zopa/advice/pdf/sutragoldenlight0207a4.pdf?3bc25c

End up spending alot of money on unneccessary things

I brought a kunizte to relieve the pain of losing Lucky . I miss lucky alot. I hint my mum to adopt another dog .But she wouldn't . I had happening day at work . I can't help feeling depressed in my job .I spend alot on crystal this month 255 and 150 . That will be 410 . I think back . I am not going to the crystal shop.I wanted to buy only obsdian .End up I spend 155 on Dzi and Citrine.