foegteful angry . Hopless .

I am frustaed . I work late till 1 am . And I coudlnt sleep now I had pop 1 sleepings and 2sleeping tablets. The doctor coulfnt help me . I feel ery discouraged in my job . I feel my blogger had nothing butnegative why am i doing allthese . Sometimes I thought of using the CERTIS GUARDMAN GUN AND stop through my heart , why ....i lost myself to the monster again.